As I lay on my bed pondering,
How did it went wrong,
Did all these years really matter to you?
Did I wrong her in some way?
You now seem to never bother,
That’s what you said,
Yet I don’t see you holding on to promise.
Am I the only one feeling this way?
Betrayed? Hurt? Scarred?
You don’t seem to feel that way
Is this done on purpose? I wondered.
All these gifts,
Now collecting dusts,
Stashed them away from sight,
For seeing them only brings pains.
Off to sleep I go,
Drifting slowly into the abyss,
Hoping the pain goes away,
For tomorrow is just another day.